ETERNAL RETURN OF AN INSTANT
He was born in Perú, on a thursday perhaps, between the fog
that embraced his tears and a desire to see the world. I know because
his look brings the fog of great mountains, fog he has placed in the
cities by observing people on their journeys.
On this journey he arrived in Mexico, perhaps drawn by Orozco, Rivera,
Siqueriros and imagining Perú's history on a fresco a thousand
meters square. But he found the true murals in people's journeys.
Without knowing his look, I knew his name, José Apaza, professor
of drawing in a Casa de Cultura, simple, ironic, quick tempered, demanding,
faithful critic of someone who appreciates life's dignity, the honesty,
the yearning to be. Justice. It's been already twenty years.
In 1986 he showed in Museo del Pueblo. There, I knew his watercolor
work and my being changed in purity and levity. Indigenous girls and
women always in wait of no one and candles, levitating, interrupted
in reality. The candle looks at the woman and the woman at the world.
The candle is not for seeing beyond but for knowing how to contemplate
the dark, the night, what is beyond the light, The woman and the girl
themselves, God itself. It's been already fourteen years.
In fourteen years profound changes occur and it's possible to consolidate
what's permanent. My eyes have changed and I don't feel the same as
fourteen years ago. It was precisely when I spoke of purity, of levity,
of interrupted reality. I remember Picasso who said, "To draw
is to close the eyes and sing". Yes, to dare imagine is the heart
of all will to be.
Now, these days, he exhibits Like Eternal Dice, as if the pictures
were flung in time, in irreducible chance. Looking of images, Fog
that clears Heaven and Earth and converts them into fog. Worn out
bodies.
Apaza has Time as topic. It's never only Presence, because presence
is mute and presence itself is an attribute of Destiny. Neither does
he propose a Theory of the Body, because that would be a Theory of
Form and all form is immersed in Time. Apaza is an artist on the path
of time.
In his life and work, Time is the Eternal Return of an instant. Each
line tends toward its own dissipation like an escape line and tends
towards blending into a focal point, act, image and instant, can be
seen as a vital pulse of light. That's how the Being, the picture,
can be observed, in its transformation, being, becoming, and being
able to flow into the infinite. Tenderness, love.
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